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Friday, April 02, 2010

Love-Related Bolding
[Made by Brianna @ xanga.com/surveys_for_nimrods]

1. Oh, I love my boyfriend!
2. My boyfriend's alright.
3. Hell, I'm single and loving it!
4. Meh... I'm single and hating it.
5. I like a special someone right now.
6. Scratch that, I LOVE a special someone right now.
7. I've bought flowers for a love interest before.
8. I've had my heart broken.
9. There's a song I can't listen to because it makes me think of an ex.
10. There's a song I can't listen to because it makes me think of an ex and I cry every time I hear it!
11. I currently want an ex back
12. All my exes are assholes!
13. Some are assholes, but I still talk to some.
14. I'm friends with all my exes.
15. I don't have any exes. =)
16. Guys are CONFUSING.
17. I've been involved in a love triangle before.
18. ...and I still am.
19. ...and I finally chose someone, and they were the right choice.
20. ...and I finally chose someone, and they were the wrong choice.
21. I've spent over an hour getting pretty for a guy before.
22. I barely spend any time getting pretty for a guy! It's JUST a guy, who cares what I wear!
23. I spend some time getting ready for a guy, but not that much.
24. If my boyfriend said I'd look bad with a certain haircut, I would think twice about getting it.
25. If my boyfriend ever called me fat/ugly/bitch/whore I'd dump him without question.
26. I would never date a guy who was pro-life. Why would I date someone who didn't respect me enough to make my own decisions about my body?
27. I would never date a guy who wasn't a feminist.
28. My boyfriend is good in bed.
29. I've had a friend-with-benefits before.
30. ...and it didn't work out!
31. ...and it worked out fine!
32. My ideal date would be a carnival!
33. ...movies and dinner!
34. ...watching a movie and cuddling at his or my house.
35. ...going shopping together!
36. ...going to the zoo or aquarium!
37. ...going to the beach or camping!
38. ...playing some kind of sport together.
39. ...studying together.
40. ...having lots and lots of SECKS!
41. I'm a virgin.
42. ...because I'm waiting for marriage.
43. ...because I haven't found the right moment yet.
44. ...because I don't want to have sex right now.
45. ...because I'm too scared I'll get pregnant.
46. ...because I haven't found anyone I loved yet.
47. ...because I'm waiting for a certain amount of time to pass in our relationship.
48. I'm not a virgin.
49. ...and I don't regret it.
50. ...and I regret it.
51. ...and I regret it A LOT!
52. If me and my boyfriend (of say, one year) whom I love very much had sex and got pregnant, I would get an abortion. I can't support a kid right now!
53. ...have the baby. Who knows, right?
54. ...give it up for adoption.
55. I hate it when guys brag and try to make themselves look cool in front of their friends when I'm around.
56. It ticks me off even more when guys brag about how sexually experienced they are. Pssh, like I really want to date a guy who slept with five other girls!

57. I have no chance with the hottest guy at school.<--There's not really one specific guy that's THE hottest guy. My school has too many kids for everyone to know everyone, hah.
58. Actually... most of the guys at my school are pretty ugly.
59. I usually date guys a year or so older.
60. I usually date guys a year or so younger.
61. I usually date guys the same age as me.
62. I usually date guys MUCH older or MUCH younger than me.
63. My parents like my current boyfriend.
64. ...but they hate my exes!
65. I don't think it's possible for teenagers to love.
66. I think love is possible at any age. <--But teens have a better chance of falling out of love because they haven't discovered what they want in life yet.
67. I think love is possible only after puberty kicks in.
68. Love is what you make it. Anyone can be in love, since everyone has their own definition of love.
69. I've been totally infatuated with someone before, and mistakingly called it love.
70. I think love is only possible if it's shared.
71. A guy has given me flowers before. <-- only my dad
72. I'd treasure anything my boyfriend gives me as a gift, since it's the thought that counts. <- like my laptop :)

73. A guy has left me for some other girl that didn't even like him. <-- she did like him and they dated for like 3 months
74. I've been cheated on.
75. I've cheated on someone.
76. Once a cheater, always a cheater!
77. I've dated someone who cheated on someone before. <-- I didn't know though
78. ...and they didn't cheat on me.
79. ...and they cheated on me! Go figure.
80. I've sent an anonymous love letter before.
81. I've recieved an anonymous love letter before.
82. When I was in middle school, I was SO stupid about the guys I liked.
83. My taste in guys has changed drastically since middle school.
84. If someone paid me a million dollars, I would leave my boyfriend for it.
85. If someone paid me a billion dollars, I would NOT leave my boyfriend for it!
86. I think there's a strong possibility that I could marry and have kids with my current boyfriend some day.
87. I think there's a slight possibility the above could happen some day.
88. Pfft, I'm too young to be thinking about that kind of stuff right now!
89. When I get married, I'm keeping my last name.
90. When I get married, I'm taking his last name.
91. When I get married, I'm combining our last names.
92. When I get married, I'll decide whether or not to keep my last name depending on his last name.
93. My boyfriend pressures me to do sexual things sometimes. <--- once
94. My boyfriend never pressures me to do anything I don't want to.
95. I would never date a smoker.
96. ...or a drinker.
97. ...or a drug addict.
98. I would never date someone of a different religion.
99. I would date someone of a different religion.  <-- did before.  Didn't work when he tried to convert me to Islam and talked about having more than one wife
100. Religion doesn't matter to me at all. I'd date a Satanist, who cares? It's their personality that counts.
101. I've snuck out to meet a guy before.
102. I've spent all night talking to a guy on the phone.
103. I can't even remember the last time I had a boyfriend!
104. It's hard being single.
105. It's easy being single, if you know how to enjoy yourself!
106. Whether I have a boyfriend or not, I still find time to hang out with my girls.

107. My boyfriend takes up most of my time...
108. I rarely see my boyfriend.
109. When my special someone isn't around, I miss them A LOT.
110. One of my friends has betrayed me and stole a guy from me before.
111. I betrayed one of my friends and stole a guy from them before.
112. I hate when guys walking around shirtless to show off their six-pack and have their boxers in plain sight. Pssh, what a pompous moron!
113. I rather date a guy with low self-esteem than a guy who is full of himself.
114. Nah, I rather date a guy who's full of himself than one who has a low self-esteem.
115. My boyfriend has longer hair than I do.
116. My boyfriend has shorter hair than I do.
117. Our hair is the same length.
118. We have a special song which we call "our song".
119. I've cried myself to sleep over a guy before.
120. I've cried over a guy I didn't even love.

121. I've been in love before.
122. I am in love!
123. I've never been in love.
124. I may have been in love, but I never experienced true love.

Bold what you have done.
Anal Sex.
Masturbated.

Masturbated your partner.
Had your partner masturbate in front of you.
French kissed.
Performed a blowjob.
Received a blowjob.
Performed a handjob.
Received a handjob.
Performed cunnilingus.
Received cunnilingus.
Fingered someone.
Been fingered.
Shaved off all your pubic hair.

Shaved your pubic hair into a particular design.
Been kissed all over.
Kissed your partner all over.
Sucked on your partners nipples.
Had your nipples sucked on.
Watched porn.
Bought porn.
Been aroused by porn.
Been kissed on a first date.
Had sex on a first date.
Had a one night stand.
Given scratch marks.
Drawn blood by scratching.
Had your breasts fondled.
Done 69.
Tried bondage.
Tried domination and submission.
Had a threesome.
Had an orgy.
Used a dildo.
Been tied down.
Tied your partner down.
Used handcuffs.
Had sex in a shower.
Had sex in a bath.
Had sex in public.
Had sex in a moving vehicle.
Had sex in a hotel.
Had sex on the floor.
Had sex in a room other than your own.
Had sex on a beach.
Orgasmed on someone.
Had someone orgasm on you.
Filmed yourself having sex.
Taken naked pictures of yourself.

Taken naked pictures of your partner.
Watched someone else having sex.
Talked dirty during sex.
Had phone sex.

Had cyber sex.
Had text sex.
Had sex more than five times in one day.
Been caught having sex.
Had sex missionary.
Had sex doggie style.
Had sex cowgirl.
Had sex sitting up.
Had sex standing up.
Had sex upside down.
Had sex in the spoon position.
Fallen asleep during sex.
Woken up to someone having sex with you.


Wednesday, January 06, 2010

I broke up with him.
He lied to me way too many times over the past few weeks.
I deserve better.

I deserve someone who would rather be with me than with some stupid video game.  I deserve a guy who wants to give me a back massage and who would do anything to make me smile.  I deserve a guy that doesn't enjoy taking advantage of my trust and doesn't see it as some stupid game.


Friday, December 18, 2009

I have to say, I am in a difficult relationship. But I would rather be in this difficult relationship than on a relationship with someone else. I am in love, and I know he loves me back. That's all that matters.


Sunday, December 13, 2009

So, I didn't break up with him.  That last post, I was a bit pissed.  I'm getting there again, too.  I do so much for him and never ask for anything, and I don't get anything either.


Monday, November 30, 2009

Sorry I haven't written in a while.  I've been pretty busy being in a new place and all.  But I came back because I need a place to rant.  I am dating to most unmotivated guy in the world.  He sleeps, works and plays video games.  And his "job" is reposesing cars.  He sees it more as a fun time to spend with friends, getting money from it is a plus.  When he isn't working, he is sleeping.  When I am at his house he would rather sleep.  But whenever his phone rings and it's his boss he jumps right out of bed like the world is ending.  When I try to wake him up to do something, he asks for another hour or so to sleep.  HE WOULD RATHER SLEEP THAN BE WITH ME!!  And this past weekend he played video games and ignored me after I told him I wasn't going to see him for two weeks because I would be busy studying for exams... I don't exist unless he wants a back scratch, or a back rub, or something else that I'm not going to mention.  Well you know what... he isn't getting anymore of that unless I get things in return.  I'm putting my damn foot down.



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